i need more than 24 hours a day.
to be able to do the things i ain't done yet and that includes cleaning my space!

how i wish we'll only have 6 hours of work a day..
and i do even have lesser than that.
a 5 1/2 hour to be precise,
it's just that the 2 1/2 extra hours are being subdivided into breaks.
so it's still an 8 hour job.
PFFFT..

how i wish there were longer cloudy afternoons..
if you read my mind, i dream of a long 5 o' clock setting.
just enough to cool the senses.

how i wish i could come to work whenever i pleased.
i'd very much give up work for outings,
a beach overnight perhaps.

how i wish i have my own business running about now..
so i won't have to worry about my schedule.

but as sad as it may sound,
i am not meant for those....
not until i move my butt around and get into some action.
and in time i really will..

as of now, i'm currently happy with my situation.
dealer life here in davao is super funnnnn :)
i'd be training for Roulette guys!! :)
wahooooo!
i wasn't able to upgrade back in manila for the reason that
i still lack two games in order to train for it.

but here in davao, they're allowing me. ohyes! :)
challenge here i come.. :)

so for the meantime, i choose to relax and take things slowly..
business will come in the near future.
i truly believe in the saying: "god will provide" hehe :)

august 14th for me was emotional, liberating and odd.

my heart was tugging when i said my sad stricken goodbyes to my fellow dealers, pit supervisors, operations personnel, pit managers, shift managers.. and all those whom i've known in the year i've been working at Hyatt Casino.

i was really about to shed a tear! it's so hard to leave when you know they'd love for you to really stay behind for a really long time.. (and surely it would happen if not for my transfer request)

it's really not easy having to build all that camaraderie then just leave everything. they were saying their good riddances and smooth easy "take cares", "miss you's" and whatnots.


waaaahhhhh i'll badly miss those people whom i've grown to love and develop strong friendship with! ang dami nila! after all, i was their "bunso" and "little baby girl" i felt like i was resigning instead of just being transferred to a branch even though i know davao branch would truly embrace me more and give the exact care those hyatters showed me.

mixed emos....

i too am happy to be home bound. it's what i originally wanted. and still want. i miss my goddamn dogs! and friends too!
if only there were two of ME.

i'd dearly love to be in two places at one time! haha :)

dammit it's so hard!! so help me GoD :)

my last day at hyatt would be on sunday on an 8 to 4 shift :)
today's my birthday leave. tomorrow's my day off.
monday would be travel time.
tuesday would be my first day on a 10pm to 6 am sched.

that's it.
the finality of my going back home...
i'll also miss the condo. haha.
shyeet dis is itttttttttttttttttttttt!!