it's about 5 am, im still up and daydreaming about the what might have beens.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.


it's gonna haunt me for a lifetime. haha.
nah, depends.
the way i look at yesterday, it all seemed... like yesterday. like gone forever.
memories aren't vivid enough without the help of pictures.
and i curse myself for having a lot of those proofs.

ohwell. not much to say..
a week without herwin constituted freedom to do whatever i want
like the time i visited denise, did some groceries.. puffed some cigs.. joke!! haha. gotcha.
aw, it has become so long a time. one week is long enoughhh for me to want to kill him.
i miss that man!