he needs a footspa. i'm looking at his exposed feet right now as he sleeps beside me.
sorry. haha.
ever since i got home, it somehow got automatic: we're gonna sleep in the same room: the masterbedroom. though my room is already livable since i've done the cleaning myself, i still don't feel the need to sleep underneath the glow in the dark stars.

maybe because i'm just lazy. or just waiting for nothing. or for mom to come home from dubai next week.
tentative.

anyway, i took a detour from work. on impulse i went to denise's house and spent the rest of the night talking with her sister's friends about kikiks and mumu's... the reason i came home extra late am afraid i'll hear some lashing from herwin's mouth on the morrow. haha.

nah. he won't. he loves me too much to stay mad.
i had a very good reason though, i got scared.
haha.

it's weird. it's just this week that the feeling of being engaged sunk in.
now that herwin's gradually discussing about the date decision thingy.

shucks. i'm screwed. and clueless. and unready. haha.
i'm secretly waiting for the things to come naturally...
but i guess it's not happening.
so i'm gonna need help in everything.

someday.
i'm still delaying though! haha. i do have a few things that i want to do..
like learning how to sew dresses (ofcourse using a sewing machine...) ahahaha..
i have a lot of designs in mind.

i also want to continue my masters again.
get into photography classes..
baking (which is far from happening)
swimming (this one i like sooner)

ayayayayyyyyyyy so many things.. so little time.

in the end, i won't do even a single thing i've mentioned above.
but i'm hoping against hope that i would.