Current mood:	annoyed
Current music:	my way
Entry tags:	dealer, suspension

disappointment
i have a 2 day suspension to serve two months from now.


AMEN.


gah i feel so bad about it.. or not so bad about it.
they say you'll never be a certified dealer unless you get suspended.
(fordaloveofgaddd i just forgot to collect one losing bet worth 1k!!! and i did take it too late.
much too late and i didn't check -- that's the part where it got complicated)

self rectification.
that term SUCKS!

but then again.. 2 days..

the  bad part is, i marred dada's good name.. it's so hard to live up to his reputation.
NAKAKAHIYA. and because it's a close knit atmosphere, i'd hate to look like i'm not good enough.
or that i have this careless attitude.

the good part though,
it's gonna be a vacation when i serve those two days! :)
i don't care if there's no pay as long as i get an instant 2 days of doing nothing but fun!!

anyway.. i'm like pms-ing so i  swear i'm much more annoyed this week.

as if dada didn't get suspended before.
his was much worse! haha 2 weeks i think. or was it 30 days.. haha
but everybody loved him..

and i'm like.. hey, i'm still new -- that means they don't give a shit just yet.

LIKE FATHER LIKE DAUGHTER.
hahahahaha.
how ironic!