| mima ( @ 2008-09-15 23:50:00 |
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| Current music: | my way |
| Entry tags: | dealer, suspension |
disappointment
i have a 2 day suspension to serve two months from now.
AMEN.
gah i feel so bad about it.. or not so bad about it.
they say you'll never be a certified dealer unless you get suspended.
(fordaloveofgaddd i just forgot to collect one losing bet worth 1k!!! and i did take it too late.
much too late and i didn't check -- that's the part where it got complicated)
self rectification.
that term SUCKS!
but then again.. 2 days..
the bad part is, i marred dada's good name.. it's so hard to live up to his reputation.
NAKAKAHIYA. and because it's a close knit atmosphere, i'd hate to look like i'm not good enough.
or that i have this careless attitude.
the good part though,
it's gonna be a vacation when i serve those two days! :)
i don't care if there's no pay as long as i get an instant 2 days of doing nothing but fun!!
anyway.. i'm like pms-ing so i swear i'm much more annoyed this week.
as if dada didn't get suspended before.
his was much worse! haha 2 weeks i think. or was it 30 days.. haha
but everybody loved him..
and i'm like.. hey, i'm still new -- that means they don't give a shit just yet.
LIKE FATHER LIKE DAUGHTER.
hahahahaha.
how ironic!